Loneliness and feeling lonely

I feel so lonely today

Don’t get me wrong, I love loneliness, like I love being alone. I love spending time with me and myself, in fact I always did every day, I talk to myself every night, the biggest contributor to why I always sleep later

It feel really nice to talk to someone who is as smart and as stupid as you are. And who are the better candidate than you yourself

Majorprep have once said, that the final task (Whatever it’s called, I forgot) of a university is the best . . . Read more

My first back to hometown story

Yesterday I promised to re-start writing consistently, or was it earlier today? The point is here is your story, I mean my story, or whatever

So as you may know, I’ve been away, not just from writing, in this context I’ve been away from home as well

I left home August 11th 2019 and today is August 19th 2019, so I’ve been sleeping away from home for 9 days, that is the longest record I have to this point

Probably my prior record is 5 days, like 5 days at hotel for OSN (Wh. . . Read more

The first real step toward being a REAL college student

Tomorrow, April 20th 2019 is the day, the real first step for me being a college student

Another level, or maybe class up for me. It would open a lot of more things that I could do

But, tomorrow

I will be honest, I am really nervous. Mostly because I don’t know who would I meet tomorrow, are they ‘good’ or not

Also, Am I ‘good’ or not for them

See, this the kinda of thing that I would call as overthinking

Sometimes it’s useful so I don’t get t. . . Read more

Boredom brought other boredom

I can’t believe I’ve been blogging on my phone for the last 4 days, I literally against it when I wrote Writing on Mobile, but it seems grew on me, and for some reason I enjoyed it

But yeah, I write this one on my computer. I hadn’t time to open my computer for the last week. Or more like, I didn’t have reason to open my computer for the last week

See, I’ve been so unmotivated the last week, or couple of days, maybe 8 days? idk. The point is, I was so bored, to . . . Read more


Being the “wealthiest”

If you have food in your fridge, clothes on your back, a roof over your head and a place to sleep you are richer than 75% of the world.

That’s been part of my moral compass since a couple years ago

I thought I heard it from someone over the YouTube, but I am not quite sure. It’s been really long time ago

And, to write this post today, I tried to Google the keyword that I remember (Only the first paragraph) and I just found out that there’s more into that saying which you c. . . Read more