This morning started a bit out of ordinary
Mostly because I had a competition, ITS Statistic Competition or STATION
But that’s about it
Today started as any other day, with my alarm at 6.10 AM
Then I woke up, expecting nothing out of ordinary. Except the competition of course
Then I took a shower. Btw, while I took a shower, my partner called my phone. She thought I was still sleeping
I am not that lazy…. or you know what, maybe I am
But the point is, after we finished the competition. We talked for a bit
More like an hour actually
There and then, I learned more about her
I didn’t actually put a lot of my mind toward her
One of my friend liked her. But that’s it
I even said she put a big persona on her face around a year ago. She is a manipulator I said
Being a manipulator myself, I thought I know her thought process
But, this afternoon. I realized, I was kinda correct, but also wrong
The correct is, she did put a big persona
The wrong is, what that persona is
The persona wasn’t exactly a manipulator, but I was biased. I interpreted that as a manipulator, because I was a manipulator
Now I learn more about her, I think that persona is more of a coping mechanism than a conscious decision to manipulate other
So yeah…
Most of the times, people don’t actually show everything about own self
Especially when talking about introvert
Also, sometimes people intentionally mislead other to interpret them wrongly
Though, maybe I make it sounded like a bad thing
But, I think, more often than not…
People do that, to deal with their problem
Showing that you have problem, can be interpreted as screaming that I suffer the most
That’s one problem that I have with this society
If I sounded like I just rambling around
Maybe that is because… I am~